what kinda person r you? do u live by ur mind or u live by ur heart? well, i guess i'm more of a Mind person. whatever i do, i do it in the most rationale and most practical way.
ppl ard me have this saying "u r too rationale to extend that u r cold blooded". i guess is true. not tat i dun wanna show the true side of me, but bad experiences teaches me not to. those experiences taught me to build a wall ard myself to protect myself.
but there's 1 issue, my heart speaks louder than my mind. the more i wanna push the voice away, the louder it becomes. i dun like this kinda feeling because this is so not myself. tis feeling makes me feel lost and stranded. for months, this cant be solve. pls pls.. some1 show me a sign. what should i do..
*you asked me why i am sad, i shook my head, how can i ever tells you that the reason for my saddnes is you, when all we can be is friends...* lastly, i recovered... wound had sealed up.. no more medication.. no more changing of dressing.. total recovery period for a 2 cm wound = 39 days *faint* know what? i'm not going to let myself go thru this torture ever again..
